anger management

It's an issue. The best laid plans, eh? I am not running right now. I am not doing my bodyweight exercises, nor am I cooking, bathing or doing my nails. I'm trying not to lose my shit again.

There is a teeny little hole in the wall of the server room the shape of my fist. My hand is surprisingly okay.

I have still not gone for a cigarette.

Thank you stubbornness for getting me through long days, and thank you swear words for providing the eloquence I require on bad ones.

I may be in trouble at work for that hole in the wall. But I still haven't gone for a cigarette.

Eff. Eff. Eff. Eff. Eff. Eff. Eff.

and I can't make blogger obey me when it comes to images. little eff.